My biggest fear? Well there are quite a few. So I guess you could say my biggest fear is fear itself. I am scared of a lot of things. Bugs, death, heights, you name it I am probably scared of it. But I have like these top 3 things that I am really scared of. 1. Becoming like a prisoner in my own mind. Like becoming becoming mentally incapicitated. Developing Alzheimer's or dementia or even something like bipolar disorder. I have a cousin who is bipolar, and I can't even imagine how hard it would be not being able to control my mood or thoughts. 2. Is if I ever need or get surgery of any kind that after being put under by the anesthesia that I will wake up and I will be able to feel everything, but I will not be able to talk at all. 3. Is that I will loose someone that I love. I don't like to be alone I love to be surrounded by family and friends. And I know that once I loose someone that I am really close to, I know I won't get them back. Awh it just makes me sad thinking about it.:(
Your sensitivity and caring for others is apparent in this post - expressed well. Gene
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